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Friday, November 17, 2006 ' 11:52 PM Y

& your soul is all i ever wanted

half the world celebrates today

well, if the world to you is the population of Singapore Cambridge A level candidates who take neither Bio nor F Maths or S papers.
2 papers between me and freedom
2 papers between me and home
2 papers between me and thoughts of the USA

thoughts to obsessions
obsessions to reality?
or will my dreams and visions be struck down?
And I will be disappointed once more
and a sense of deja vu,
a sensation not alien....
but no.
I choose to believe
that I will never be disappointed
on such a scale again.

i'm going home soon!
2 weeks. 2 weeks. 2 weeks.

SAT II
my final key to the Ivy schools

sigh. cloud of depression and boredom settles. depressed for others. bored for myself.

i'm tired of this.
wanna let go
and soar high
free from these strings
that ......................

kchan

Cest MoiY

Xtine
Loves
Music

'I dreamt that I was composing a symphony....I had gone to my table to begin writing it down when I suddenly reflected: "If I write this part I shall let myself be carried on to write the rest. The natural tendency of my mind to expand the material is sure to make it very long...When the symphony is finished I shall be weak enough to allow my copyist to copy it out, and thus immediately incur a debt of 1,000 or 1,200 francs. Once the parts are copied I shall be harassed by the temptation to have the work performed; I shall give a concert in which, as is sure to be the case in these days, the receipts will barely cover half the expenses; I shall lose what I have not got; I shall want the necessaries of life for my poor invalid, and shall have no money for either myself or for my son's keep on board ship!"...I threw down my pen saying, "Bah! I shall have forgotten the symphony tomorrow." But the following night the obstinate symphony again presented itself...'
- Berlioz writing about a nightmare he had during the 1850s

SHE WANTSY

job >3
grand piano <3
happiness

SCREAM;TALKY

(where to get one)

EXITSY

CREDITSY

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