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Thursday, August 10, 2006 ' 9:45 AM Y

& your soul is all i ever wanted

oh OH!! >< I was happily humming "Quando Quando Quando" then the DRILLING began! orchestrated crash of symphony and happiness. T.T its too bad its inevitable. (now i'm crying for pity) Thank goodness for semi-sound proof windows. *drilling*

To attempt to lighten my mood....this is playing repeatedly on my media player

Sakura Drops
Lyrics: Utada Hikaru Music: Utada Hikaru

Koi wo shite owari wo tsuge
Chikau koto wa: kore ga saigo no heartbreak
Sakurasae kaze no naka de yurete
Yagate hana wo sakasu yo

Furidashita natsu ame ga
Namida no yoko wo kayotta suutto
Omoide to DABUru eizou
Aki no DORAMA sai housou
Doushite onaji youna PANCHI
Nando mokuracchaunda
Sorede momata tatakau n darou
Sore ga inochi no fushigi

Koi wo shite subete sasage
Negau koto wa: kore ga saigo no heartbreak
Sakurasae toki no naka de yurete
Yagate hana wo sakasu yo
Kuri kaesu kisetsu no naka de
Kutsuga suri hettaku

Motto kata no chikara haite
Kako wa doko ka ni shimatte oke
Koko kara sou tooku nai darou
Mita koto mo nai keshiki
Tomara nai mune no itami koete
Motto kimi ni chikazuki tai yo
Hito mawari shite wa modori
Aoi sora wo zutto te saguri

Koi wo shite owari wo tsuge
Chikaru koto wa: kyou ga saigo no Good day
Sakura made kaze no naka de yurete
Sotto kimi ni te wo nobasuyo
Suki de suki de doushite you nai
Sore tokore to wa kankei nai

Translation (by Yanto Young)
I fall in love, and the love is over
What I swear is, may this be the last Heartbreak
Even the cherryblossoms in the winds sway
and soon they will blossom
Summer rain that began to fall
passed by beside the tears, quietly
The images overlapped with memories
A rerun of the autumn drama
Why is it always the same kind of punches
that I receive all the time
Even so I will fight again
That is a mystery of life
I fall in love, and devote everything
What I hope is, may this be the last Heartbreak
Even the cherryblossoms in the time sway
and soon they will blossom
In the seasons repeated over and over
shoes are wearing out
Loosen up your shoulders more
Keep the past somewhere
It will not be that far away from here
The scenery that I have never seen
The endless pain of my heart, I’m getting over it
and I want to be closer to you
Going one round and coming back
I feel my way in blue sky all the time
I fall in love, and the love is over
What I swear is, may today be the first good day
until the cherryblossom in the winds sways
and quietly reaches out for you
I love you, I can’t stop loving you
That has nothing to do with this

STUDYYYYY..........

Cest MoiY

Xtine
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'I dreamt that I was composing a symphony....I had gone to my table to begin writing it down when I suddenly reflected: "If I write this part I shall let myself be carried on to write the rest. The natural tendency of my mind to expand the material is sure to make it very long...When the symphony is finished I shall be weak enough to allow my copyist to copy it out, and thus immediately incur a debt of 1,000 or 1,200 francs. Once the parts are copied I shall be harassed by the temptation to have the work performed; I shall give a concert in which, as is sure to be the case in these days, the receipts will barely cover half the expenses; I shall lose what I have not got; I shall want the necessaries of life for my poor invalid, and shall have no money for either myself or for my son's keep on board ship!"...I threw down my pen saying, "Bah! I shall have forgotten the symphony tomorrow." But the following night the obstinate symphony again presented itself...'
- Berlioz writing about a nightmare he had during the 1850s

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