AH FINALLY THIS PAGE HAS LOADED!!

grr. Its so hot today, the aircond in the lib has died, I am totally unproductive, trying to supress the itchy feeling of HOW THE HECK DO I EXTOL MY VIRTUE OF CIVIC CONSCIOUSNESS for testimonial, HAVEN'T DONE PERSONAL STATEMENT, got soooo much hw, no mood to come to school anymore, just want to study myself in a QUIET QUIET place (I really hate ppl screaming aft 10pm every night in hostel it BUGS me)!!!!

gaaah as you can see I feel pretty frust.

ok, moodiness aside, (argh its 1215 i have to hand up something I haven'e even STARTED!!) erm, I have heaps that i looong to blog about. Freedom of speech via blogging (ref Jian Wei's blog) Pluto, humans seem to lack wisdom (kind of a biased view) erm erm erm....forgot what else.

been reading my senior's blogs again.....don't know why I have such curiosity towards what is going on in their lives (hah total keh poh chee) but to justify myself, they write REALLY well. gosh. I totally do not have such clarity of thought (exemplified by the messiness of my postings). And looking back at that line, I think I'm becoming (totally) bimbotic in terms of expressing myself through writing. T.T

ladida. the only tiny note of happiness in the past hour when I came to the com room is yay! new updates of inuyasha online! Sesshoumaru sama!!! *hearts* haha. my life is so sad. Lost and aimless, totally don't know what to do!

Last note, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREW!!! In a fit of "evilness" I wrote his birthday message in spirals around his card, poor Drew had to turn it round and round and round to read it. hee!!! you rock drew!!!

kchan (yay lets go back to floating in the never ending sea of "i-don't-know-what-to-do-ness"

Cest MoiY

Xtine
Loves
Music

'I dreamt that I was composing a symphony....I had gone to my table to begin writing it down when I suddenly reflected: "If I write this part I shall let myself be carried on to write the rest. The natural tendency of my mind to expand the material is sure to make it very long...When the symphony is finished I shall be weak enough to allow my copyist to copy it out, and thus immediately incur a debt of 1,000 or 1,200 francs. Once the parts are copied I shall be harassed by the temptation to have the work performed; I shall give a concert in which, as is sure to be the case in these days, the receipts will barely cover half the expenses; I shall lose what I have not got; I shall want the necessaries of life for my poor invalid, and shall have no money for either myself or for my son's keep on board ship!"...I threw down my pen saying, "Bah! I shall have forgotten the symphony tomorrow." But the following night the obstinate symphony again presented itself...'
- Berlioz writing about a nightmare he had during the 1850s

SHE WANTSY

job >3
grand piano <3
happiness

SCREAM;TALKY

(where to get one)

EXITSY

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