scent of oppression.....

sigh. hostel life is difficult. I guess people don't and can never get the freedom they truly desire. nor can they live as they truly wish to live. those who get to do so are probably monks. hahahahahaha.

sometimes the rationale provided to answer our questions seem inadequate. sometimes they do not tally with our beliefs and feelings. what do we do then?

do we place too high a value on "traditions" and "customs"? Or should we become entirely utilitarian?and in the end, what is it that you try to achieve?

i'm feeling rather apprehensive and irritated at the moment. but so much for airing my views, I think i'd be safer to keep them to myself, at least until i leave this place.

And when I do leave, what baggage will I carry back with me?

kchan

golly. I sprained my ankle LIGHTLY. suffering!!!! meh. can't even walk back from mrt without protest. haih. is this revenge for my forcing my feet into painful shoes? thank GOODNESS i didn't wear heels, i would have DIED.

Cest MoiY

Xtine
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'I dreamt that I was composing a symphony....I had gone to my table to begin writing it down when I suddenly reflected: "If I write this part I shall let myself be carried on to write the rest. The natural tendency of my mind to expand the material is sure to make it very long...When the symphony is finished I shall be weak enough to allow my copyist to copy it out, and thus immediately incur a debt of 1,000 or 1,200 francs. Once the parts are copied I shall be harassed by the temptation to have the work performed; I shall give a concert in which, as is sure to be the case in these days, the receipts will barely cover half the expenses; I shall lose what I have not got; I shall want the necessaries of life for my poor invalid, and shall have no money for either myself or for my son's keep on board ship!"...I threw down my pen saying, "Bah! I shall have forgotten the symphony tomorrow." But the following night the obstinate symphony again presented itself...'
- Berlioz writing about a nightmare he had during the 1850s

SHE WANTSY

job >3
grand piano <3
happiness

SCREAM;TALKY

(where to get one)

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