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Sunday, February 26, 2006 ' 9:11 AM Y

& your soul is all i ever wanted

(the following statement is evidence that christine is reverting back to her crazy self. maybe more crazy on the account of several fried-till-crisp brain cells)

Good grief, the throat cells are still in revolt!!

Good grief indeed! Last night I thought that my brain cells were inspired by the Filipinos to launch a coup de etat and force me adhere to cycles of 4 hours of sleep + 1 hour of partial consciousness. Looks like they're egging the throat cells to join forces with them. Egad! it's a CONSPIRACY!!!

hmm i think I'll go sleep again after posting this... (braincells cheer triumphantly)

Since I've been sleeping so much, I've been having some VERY weird dreams. Here's one I remember, I'll say why I'm putting it up here to remember at the end.

One day, Christine and mum were at some woman's shop. No idea who the woman was but she was not chinese. (LOL) and they were exclaiming over the .... numerous white/silver hairs I have... and so she produces this miracle dye that she claims will take care of my problem. In fact, she declares, she's taken a liking to me and will even do it for me. SomeHOW i wind up with the thing slathered all over my head (can't remember if I dreamt that it stank or not) and when it gets washed off...... I STARE at my own reflection. there's a PURPLE streak of hair on my head!!! and I still see bits of white hairs floating around. my mom of course, is throughly distressed, and starts arguing with the woman, who starts claiming it needs a second round of application to have "perfect" results. In the meanwhile, I decided I liked the purple streak and couldn't see any harm (since so much damage was already done) on a second application. I was about to say this when.... I woke up. haha.

so why am i posting this? LOok!! evidence that my brain is obsessed with my white/silver hairs too!!!
I'm putting white/silver cz while my mum (And I) call them white hairs, everyone else says they're shiny and should be deemed silver. oO. main thing is, they're DEFINITELY pigment deficient.

oh yes, and I want to say thanks to everyone who's been looking out for me these past few days! Especialy all the calls to drink more water. haha. I swear I tried my best to drink as much water as possible, even though it hurts like hell to swallow anything at all. thanks to Darell, Dermie and 10J for all the comments... I have several replies...

to Darell: oh gosh, I just realised 90% of the times I fall sick here it IS due to stress and lack of sleep!! boohoo. Singapore >.> (LOL) I'll definitely try to take better care next time! thanks for the message ^^

to Dermie: thanks Drew drew jie jie!! haha.... I shall exert the bouncy happiness on the sisterhood.... then you can be happy and bouncy too!! wahaha... no point in being sad in the "best years" of our lives!!

to 10J: haha, 3 cheers indeed! (I'd cheer if I could, but I'll just settle for throwing pompoms) hm. Since they're vertically gifted i shall plan the following measures to overcome my limitations....

1. buy a galah (pole used to knock down fruits. It's a malay word)
2. start sleep walking
3. start sleep walking WITH the galah
4. start sleep walking with the galah and muttering 2 lines of the following pantun (malay poem)

buah cempedak di luar pagar (cempedak fruit outside the gate)
ambil galah tolong jolokkan (grab a pole, knock it down please)

5. one day, crave for cempedak
6. that night, dream that the intercom speaker is a cempedak

the rest is up to your imagination folks!! muahahaha

omg arti just handed me a piece of white chocolate!!! mmm...i think chocs are the BEST cure for infected throats!!! muaks to arti!

oh, and this post has taken me from 9am this morning to now (5pm) to type, because midway I fell asleep, went to the doctor and came back and fell asleep again! yay for me >.> i've got new anti-biotics now. Since the ones I was taking before OBVIOUSLY are not working....

kchan: damn I can't sing....!!

Cest MoiY

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'I dreamt that I was composing a symphony....I had gone to my table to begin writing it down when I suddenly reflected: "If I write this part I shall let myself be carried on to write the rest. The natural tendency of my mind to expand the material is sure to make it very long...When the symphony is finished I shall be weak enough to allow my copyist to copy it out, and thus immediately incur a debt of 1,000 or 1,200 francs. Once the parts are copied I shall be harassed by the temptation to have the work performed; I shall give a concert in which, as is sure to be the case in these days, the receipts will barely cover half the expenses; I shall lose what I have not got; I shall want the necessaries of life for my poor invalid, and shall have no money for either myself or for my son's keep on board ship!"...I threw down my pen saying, "Bah! I shall have forgotten the symphony tomorrow." But the following night the obstinate symphony again presented itself...'
- Berlioz writing about a nightmare he had during the 1850s

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