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Monday, January 23, 2006 ' 4:49 PM Y

& your soul is all i ever wanted

Totally Addicted...

Have you ever been addicted?
Before I post my lil bits and pieces for the day, introducing the latest craze in this lil gal's life...

MUSIC - Delta Goodrem

I don't know why I've never heard of her before. Really. I bought her CD on Saturday, no regrets at all. PIANO!!!!!!!!! wahaha. anyway I'm blogging about one of the songs which I'll tey to relate to the sexuality talk.

So first let's look at the lyrics....

Last Night on Earth - Delta Goodrem

It's the last night on earth before the great divide. My hands are shaking time was never on our side. And there's no such thing as a beautiful goodbye. As an ordinary day I prayed for y ou a thousand times. It's never enough no matter how many times I tried to tell, to tell you this is love. If tomorrow never comes I want you to know right now that I, I'm gonna love you until the day I die. If tomorrow falls asleep can you hold me first? I'm gonna love you like it's the last night on earth. A penny for your thoughts. A picture so it lasts. Let's knock down the walls of immortality. Your fingers on my skin only you can hear my fear. Only you can help me heal. I see forever with you. Its never enough no matter how many miles stand between us this is love. If tomorrow never comes I want you to know right now that I, I'm gonna love you until the day I die. If tomorrow falls asleep can you hold me first? I'm gonna love you like it's the last night on earth.It's never enough. No it's never enough. Ohhh. The after glow. The horizon line. The shadows fall. Will you still be mine? Will you still be mine? Will you still be mine I ask? If tomorrow never comes I want you to know right now that I, I'm gonna love you until the day I die. If tomorrow falls asleep can you hold me first? I'm gonna love you like it's the last night on earth.

So let's hear my little bits and pieces (ooh this song is playing on my wmp xD)
2 interperations have I... the more positive one would be in brief, the song is about what she'd do if she knew it was the day before the end of the world. Kinda obvious isn't it? haha.

Second opinion. Instead of the end of the world, they're ending their relationship. So it's like the LAST time they'll be together...hope you get the picture? Perhaps it'll become clearer as you read my elaboration on the sexuality talk.

warning: may contain graphic material. consider that you may be shocked. Not with the material but with me.

Sexuality talk.

Kicked off with some intros, then a case senario. abt a guy telling his gf of 4 months they should "go all the way" . a few issues.......I must say we're all rather politically correct people verbally...then started talking abt the meaning of sex in context of human life. accordingly, the pupose is related to marriage. Spiritually or mentally or whatever you define it as, the speaker told us something like 'sex is giving your everything to someone you want good for'. Defining love as wanting only good to happen to that person.also processed something that went "Sex is about giving and receiving". BIOLOGICALLY, he says when 2 people engage in intercourse, their brains will activate the production of a hormone called Oxytocin. which leaves some kind of imprint in the brain or something, and after that he says these people will have very interesting ways of relating to one another. As a better illustration, here's the first video they screened for us to watch. Called the Blue Lagoon.

A boy and girl get shipwrecked on a deserted island along with an old sailor who disappears 5 mins into the show. Note: for most of the show they're running around nude. (please don't imagine things dear reader!) So of course, the first few scences are happy ones of them playing in the water....and in a few minutes.....poof all grown up into early adolescence. (Still running around nude) One day the girl is sitting in this pool of water, and her first menstrual blood appears. Of course she's initially shocked and etc, screamed and boy comes running. However, before he can reach her she suddenly ... has a sudden realisation she's not dying and she's ok. Shouts out to the boy (in an agitated tone) not to come down and to leave her alone. "Go away!!" Boy leaves, looking puzzled. Next scene, she's now tied some cloth strip around her waist, and is watching the boy fix something. Boy feels the intense.....gaze and asks what she's looking at. Girl replies in dreamy voice, "Your muscles" (admittedly he had very well defined muscles...haha...i noticed too!! rofl). and the boy comments that she's been acting weird lately. Oh and he was wearing a loin cloth (thank goodness). Change of scene, girl has a nightmare about the guy dying, wakes up in emotional distress and gets comforting from the guy of course. She's very emotional, suddenly throws her arms around his neck and kisses him. (Oo. i was shocked) Kiss kiss, guy gets turned on (presumably) and starts to climb on top of her. then the next second she goes "What are you doing? stop!" and pushes him away. Guy leaves, probably feeling very puzzled. after that there was what the speaker called "the mosquito net scene". girl sleeping under mosquito net, guy watching her, then he slowly pushes aside net, runs his hand down her shoulder...then she wakes up and shoos him away. End of scene. (hahaha...what were you expecting??) One fine day they're sharing a fruit (I'm sure it was a mango) and all the juice on their faces etc, when suddenly the guy says, "Kiss me" (some conversation and bantering and the girl agrees)....after that according to the speaker they consumate their relationship. here's the evaluation part (in orange) so the speaker commented on their attitudes to each other once they had consumated their relationship. They're portrayed as a very loving pair....PDA all the way basically. So according to the speaker, they have given themselves to each other, and thus have no reservations to each other in all aspects (we are one? >.>) final scence is the girl giving birth to a baby. And again, according to the lecturer, that's the point of sex. For a happy relationship with another being and to create a baby. =_=lll You can form your own opinions towards all this.

Admittedly it is interesting....how the human mind works. although I DO suspect it could just be all the gene's, and thus we are slaves to these little chemicals that dictate the production of all the things that regulate what we see as pleasureable in order to PRESERVE the genes themselves.........so basically we're all just machines to pass down chemicals...hahaha...savvy?

now to relate the talk to the lyrics (still remember it?), its on how differently men and women define and see relationships. Take for eg my 2nd interperation, the guy probably has his mind on another woman, but the singer is still wanting a last time thing with the guy.....shows the rather sad side of women who really commit themselves to someone only to be.....dumped for various reasons. And well...if they have sex and not get married...*shrugs* Who is worse off? Definitely not the guy. couple that with the Asian society mentality and i think women aren't really that well off. Women may control the gene passing on....but possibly the opposite sex delude themselves in the pleasure that they derive from the "spreading of their seed", as of course, the more women you sleep with the more chances you have of getting your genes passed on right? assuming that things like birth control and all don't exist that is. haha. bio!!! well I'm considering psychology in my future so i think all this evaluation serves as a start for my perhaps future analysis of human characteristics and behaviour. I analyse other stuff too, but that would have to wait for another day. had an intersting conversation yesterday night that is worth another bout of long blogging. really. intellectual discussions are so fun.

Well time to sign off! the song Last Night on Earth has played through 3 times since I started blogging. and i've got other songs on wmp as well. Hope this was a constructive read. I need to start posting more.... intellectual stuff instead of just raging about hormonal imbalances so that I practise the ART of good composition writing.

toodles.
Lil miss CK: so far so good. so much in common. i'm falling....