Tuesday, January 10, 2006 ' 2:47 PM Y
& your soul is all i ever wanted
Endless cycles of joys, frustrations and moodiness...Funny title isn't it? Anyway I have heaps to blog about. My didi has very directly told me yesterday night to blog. Okay I've spent the whole morning on 2 mind maps and my fingers hurt now, so I shall type for a while. And leave MSN messenger on, I'll bet no one is gonna respond to me being online. Just a random thought, maybe I shall just OFF that thing and make a new one where I only get people who talk to me on the list. Sounds very tempting. At least I won't have to deal with super-long contact lists, half of which I have no idea who they are. wah I'm rambling.
Right. Hmm....about the moving rooms twice. Kinda sad cause the ACJC girls moved unexpectedly to a new hostel, SO AFTER UNPACKING INTO 631 I WAS TOLD TO MOVE TO 606. All in all...i got a lot of exercise. My biceps feel stronger. wahaha. And so lil dreamer had to move across the LIFT LOBBY TWICE. thank heavens (oddly enough) for the construction, at least I didnt have to keep tapping my access card. However, the workmen around made me feel weird, and I didnt like moving, they kept blocking my routes. People who saw me on at the end of December should have received the full brunt of my .... frustrations.Okay rage over moving twice over, I'm happy in my new room, I CAN SEE THE SKY!! pardon the caps people, I just feel in a cappy talky mood. The sky is nice and gray now, oh joy, more rain. Weather here is very cool, perfect for sleeping, but HW load!!! Oh yes I might as well talk about my homework load. I BARELY TOUCHED ANYTHING IN MALAYSIA. regrets....are minimal. wahaha. I copied like almost all of my maths and I fully intend to redo it. I just need someone to well.........hmm........how to say .... ensure I do not get overly frustrated due to inability to solve the sums. But i'm being overly pessimistic. again. I MUST be able to do ALL those sums!!!! GP was untouched too, which is why I'm rushing like a mad idiot no and am hardly on RO.Oh I have HEAPS to talk about my RO life after I finish my real life stuff. Just a reminder to myself.
Real life stuff. I was back in Malaysia for the last weekend cause my cousin was getting married. IT WAS FUN!! I was bridesmaid, and I now know: ITS TIRING. No pics people I don't feel like posting pictures anymore. well at the moment anyway. And I have perfectly good reasons too. Got back Sunday night (I caught a cold somewhere on sunday) and skipped school on Monday cause when I woke up I felt that hopping in and out of air cond rooms would DEFINITELY kill me.Oh, and an amusing thing happened in chem lab on thursday. totally had fun, we (checks timetable, is it on thurs?? no it's on friday) were doing recrystalisation of saline acid, and....OMG!!!! I somehow got these nice pointy relatively LONG crystals that looked totally beautiful!!! My teacher said they're very nice, and (Swells with pride) she might use them as example for other classes. WAHAHAHAHAHAH. that was a nice day. i mean, all I did was let the conical flask sit and....voila i get nice crystals!!! Pays to be blur? I have no idea. Anyway I wish i could have some crystals for my own satisfaction but i handed all of them up. haha.Amusing scene in chem lab: accordingly, if crystals are not forming after you have your saturated solution (which is after you add hot water into your solvent and solute mixture) you can take a glass rod and scratch the surface to create a rough surface to encourage crystal formation. Well, one of my classmates grabbed a glass rod.....and started scratching the OUTSIDE of the conical flask. GOSH. that was just so cute. everyone just laughed for a while, and I have NO idea what our new chem tutor thinks of us now. haha...my classmates are such a cute bunch.Feel my mood lightening? I gotta get back to work soon. Gosh that sounds so grown up.
I'd like to blog about my juniors but I don't know them too well yet so I'd better not. Get to know them more first.
hmm..okay last thing, RO thing (gosh this post is long) ...hmm...how shall i summarize it? Not too pleasent a senario, AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHY IT BOTHERS ME!!! Its just a darn game why on earth do i occasionally reflect about it!? irritating brain up in the skull!! You should be concentrating on WORK!!! (sometimes I can be a total task oriented person but it seems to happen not so frequently now, sadly ><) I'm just gonna ramble so bear with me or you can stop reading now. I've decided I should OBVIOUSLY not care too much about what I do in RO after a friend and I were miffed when we learnt something, so I decided to just enjoy myself and go with any flows I come about. Oh and I'm currently playing on another server, my whole guild moved so I decided to move along as well. Not too good for my relationship on the old server. Wait the relationship should be in brackets. ITS ONLINE LIL DREAMER!!!!! WAKE UP TO REALITY!!! sighs. Online relationships are.....simply for fun, never put too much into it. after all, its all an illusion isn't it? I'm just an illusion of a girl somewhere on the world with internet access and a personality. Heck i might be a guy posing as a girl. But somehow, there are people who DO see things online as they would in real life. And that complicates matters. I admittedly used to be one of them, and I'm glad I got my wake up call from my friend. thx ai-chan!all in all i feel like i've dissappointed ppl i know online, i guess that's what's bothering me. But heck, life moves on, I MUST realise, I've got an aim in my life. And its not to play RO and fool around and worry about what people ONLINE see in me. SO WHY WHY WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER?????sighs. there. all out. I bet no one comprehends that. Never mind, I'm the lil dreamer in cyber space, ignore me I'm totally invisible. Leave me to my worries online and offline~lil dreamer sick of HW and sick of online issues~
