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Tuesday, July 26, 2005 ' 9:15 PM Y

& your soul is all i ever wanted

MISERY

yes oh yes. So much for my happy hormones (ref previous post) In fact, they've been dosed with so much cold water lately I'd be surprised it they were even slightly activated. The following factors can be blamed for my downslide into utter depression:

1. Not getting to go home for the national day break
ok, in a sense I deserve this to a very minimal extent, but at the way things are going...I need to go home and make myself happy!! And the principal wont let me do so... Also, when he said "As far as I can see, most of the ASEAN scholars are doing very well" I nearly vomited blood and thought: you wish! if only u knew what I knew...

2. MY LOCKER WAS BROKEN INTO!!! AND MY 2 BIO FILES STOLEN!!
this is the main reason for me blogging today. Honestly, I'm astounded, hurt, angry, and a lot more!! CURSE that wretched human being!! The human broke my lock and laid his/her dirty paws on the 2 bio files which are due for checking this Thursday! And if that wasn't bad enough, those 2 files are 6 months worth of tutorials, test papers, SPA notes and SPA assestments. INVALUABLE IN MY EYES.

hm, what else is there? oh yeah, lots of people leaving my life. will blog about that in the future. I'm still floored over the disappearance of my files!

Cest MoiY

Xtine
Loves
Music

'I dreamt that I was composing a symphony....I had gone to my table to begin writing it down when I suddenly reflected: "If I write this part I shall let myself be carried on to write the rest. The natural tendency of my mind to expand the material is sure to make it very long...When the symphony is finished I shall be weak enough to allow my copyist to copy it out, and thus immediately incur a debt of 1,000 or 1,200 francs. Once the parts are copied I shall be harassed by the temptation to have the work performed; I shall give a concert in which, as is sure to be the case in these days, the receipts will barely cover half the expenses; I shall lose what I have not got; I shall want the necessaries of life for my poor invalid, and shall have no money for either myself or for my son's keep on board ship!"...I threw down my pen saying, "Bah! I shall have forgotten the symphony tomorrow." But the following night the obstinate symphony again presented itself...'
- Berlioz writing about a nightmare he had during the 1850s

SHE WANTSY

job >3
grand piano <3
happiness

SCREAM;TALKY

(where to get one)

EXITSY

CREDITSY

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