Yes, its been another happy (unproductive) day!!

First, let me express my deepest gratitude towards my uncle, who just gave me an MP3 PLAYER!!! Something I would have liked to have but never asked for. Whoopee!! My friends are right, I'm really loved, and I think I'm rather pampered as well (not that I'm complaining...)

So, I was supposed to go for a class outing today, but unfortunately my sneezes reappeared after I got ready and all, so I abandoned plan and ate one panadol and had a good 2 hour nap. Then my uncle invited me out for lunch...so I went out and spent a lovely day with my relatives, and didn't touch a scrap of homework, which was the original plan I had...I also had a lovely time shopping in Daiso, which is probably a hyaku yen store, where everything goes for $2!! Cool eh? I spent a bundle of money there....then went to my uncle's place for a rare home cooked dinner (which I really miss) and helped my lil cousin Ying-ying with a bit of music. Come to think if it I'd really like teaching music to lil kids, its rather fun!! Then again, I'm not talented enough to do a degree and all....so....sigh.

Anyway, I'm blogging today mainly cause I'm waiting for a file from a fren, and I've been doing some serious thinking these past few nights (due to reading 2 deep books and chatting to Ying Lee and Zheng Yang) but then it's very typical teen-girl thinking....I'm going to blame it partially on hormones as well...but if I don't spill my guts out I'll probably think even more, so might as well spill. Too lazy to write it down, which would be a MUCH better option come to think of it. Anyway, the main issue is....relationships....and philosphy. If you wanna know why I'm so hung up over philosophy at the moment read these books and you'll get what I mean.

Tuesdays with Morrie and The Alchemist.

Oddly enough this book got me thinking too (the book mentioned in my last blog) Brave New World. Read it and you'll understand if you know me well enough...

So, about the relationships part...I'm starting to wonder about the pros and cons of relationships at my stage of life...in america the final years of high school and here, the bridge between college and university. I know one very very VERY superb example of a perfect relationship...haha Sam and Khoh!! To those who feel blur, its none of your buisness. Anyway, the odds of that relationship happening to me are like.....................one in a billion?? Nah, lets be more optimistic...perhaps one in a million will do. Hm...so the benefits? One member of the opposite gender to talk to properly (and not jabber and yak over too much nonsense), someone who really would care about your problems... and someone to guide you around (this applies to me only since I'm usually blur and lost)...and lastly....someone whose shoulder I can lean my head on....haha. yeah these are really weird reasons, but their mine and mine alone (As a set that is)

Then the opposite side, why I should not get into a relationship here and now...Cause I could be distracted (actually I never had experience, I bet I'd have the self control to not be distracted) from my studies...and cause my family thinks its too early.... Although I have seen cases where relationships actually boost the study habits of the people involved (yeap, I'd like a relationship like that indeed, especially since I failed my last math paper!!). What else....money?? Waste of money used to be one of my main negative issues, but i guess it depends on the guy and the girl.
Girls do demand their boyfriends do politically correct things for them....treat them and stuff when they go out....etc etc etc. I'm sure the guys will understand. haha.

Verdict?? I'm as confused as ever! Of course I have had no offers what so ever so far, so I don't know why I'm worried, I'll probably not get any attention from guys here in that aspect, since I'm still the blur, spaced out and easily-irritable-under-certain-conditions Christine. sO REST ASSURED, I'm still me!!

(okay now I feel like i really typed a load of tosh.) And i just received a supreme compliment for this blog, my fren Mike in Shah Alam said he read my blog (the malay essays) and used some of the stuff in his essay!! I'm so proud of this blog!!

Love always,
Christine

Cest MoiY

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'I dreamt that I was composing a symphony....I had gone to my table to begin writing it down when I suddenly reflected: "If I write this part I shall let myself be carried on to write the rest. The natural tendency of my mind to expand the material is sure to make it very long...When the symphony is finished I shall be weak enough to allow my copyist to copy it out, and thus immediately incur a debt of 1,000 or 1,200 francs. Once the parts are copied I shall be harassed by the temptation to have the work performed; I shall give a concert in which, as is sure to be the case in these days, the receipts will barely cover half the expenses; I shall lose what I have not got; I shall want the necessaries of life for my poor invalid, and shall have no money for either myself or for my son's keep on board ship!"...I threw down my pen saying, "Bah! I shall have forgotten the symphony tomorrow." But the following night the obstinate symphony again presented itself...'
- Berlioz writing about a nightmare he had during the 1850s

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