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Tuesday, March 29, 2005 ' 8:38 AM Y

& your soul is all i ever wanted
Disaster~!

The impending doom HATH FALLEN!!!
MY WORST NIGHTMARE (well one of them) COME TRUE!!

*Sob*

Yeah this is a disaster that's gonna affect my whole life in Singapore. (I can't wait to get out already)

The disaster is:

I HAVE TOTALLY BEEN ISOLATED FROM ALL MY FRIENDS IN MY CLASS!!!!!!!! I'M ALL ALOOONNNNEEEEEE

Seriously, I'm not crazy. All I'm doing it tethering on the edge of depression, like a dark cliff it looms below....and the fall is 99.99% ascertain....

be strong girl. Hopefully I won't be totally isolated ffom the Singaporean Humanity. Please let ne adapt....(though i don't want to)

Change? Am I being over-attached to my former class? Aniccha??

i NEED to let this out. Thank goodness for my blog.

breathe-breathe-breathe

While my friends are in 13/05, I remain in 14/05. The irony of it all!

~Dpressd Christine~

Cest MoiY

Xtine
Loves
Music

'I dreamt that I was composing a symphony....I had gone to my table to begin writing it down when I suddenly reflected: "If I write this part I shall let myself be carried on to write the rest. The natural tendency of my mind to expand the material is sure to make it very long...When the symphony is finished I shall be weak enough to allow my copyist to copy it out, and thus immediately incur a debt of 1,000 or 1,200 francs. Once the parts are copied I shall be harassed by the temptation to have the work performed; I shall give a concert in which, as is sure to be the case in these days, the receipts will barely cover half the expenses; I shall lose what I have not got; I shall want the necessaries of life for my poor invalid, and shall have no money for either myself or for my son's keep on board ship!"...I threw down my pen saying, "Bah! I shall have forgotten the symphony tomorrow." But the following night the obstinate symphony again presented itself...'
- Berlioz writing about a nightmare he had during the 1850s

SHE WANTSY

job >3
grand piano <3
happiness

SCREAM;TALKY

(where to get one)

EXITSY

CREDITSY

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