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Saturday, October 30, 2004 ' 1:48 AM Y

& your soul is all i ever wanted
What a WEEK!

Yes, WHAT A WEEK! I'm so totally ready to break down if you'd give me the chance. But, no. I must be strong, and I will NOT break my perfect record of not breaking down over trivial things. (changes of colour are nessacary) Well, I'm posting this only to get it off my chest, and although it rightly belongs in my diary, I can't write there (it'll all be clear in the words to come). well, here is a list of EVERYTHING THAT HAS BEEN GOING WRONG LATELY.

1) I LOST MY CALCULATOR
damit if i elaborate I'll end up cursing...better not

2) I LOST MY PENCIL CASE
which is why i can't write in my diary, thank goodness I didn't lose my eraser. BUT I have lost my pen that I was planning to use for my SPM, its a good thing I only bought one so far, imagine if I bought 3 or 4! They cost RM3.5O per pen, and happen to be my final sacrifice for my last public exam (I hope)

3) I've just discovered that sadly, i'm seperated from my classmates this SPM! And I'm stuck with the genius of the school who happens to be in a position where I can see his every move. If he makes me nervous......DARN! Normally I sit ahead of him so I don't have to look at him at all! sheesh, just my luck!

4) I have had this lousy sleeping problem for about the past week now. I look like a freshly caught panda in China. And my acne is returning (NO NO NO NO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO)

5) I have no idea how, but my sisters are downloading crazy pictures and saving them in my laptop. What a waste of space@@

I had loads more to say originally, but I need to look at this from a different angle.

Maybe I am being given the chance to clear som e of my bad karma? So that my good karma will be able to take effect properly during my exam? Nonetheless, its hard losing my calculator. I'm deaad man.

Christine (sad and miserable and down. I need a hug)

Cest MoiY

Xtine
Loves
Music

'I dreamt that I was composing a symphony....I had gone to my table to begin writing it down when I suddenly reflected: "If I write this part I shall let myself be carried on to write the rest. The natural tendency of my mind to expand the material is sure to make it very long...When the symphony is finished I shall be weak enough to allow my copyist to copy it out, and thus immediately incur a debt of 1,000 or 1,200 francs. Once the parts are copied I shall be harassed by the temptation to have the work performed; I shall give a concert in which, as is sure to be the case in these days, the receipts will barely cover half the expenses; I shall lose what I have not got; I shall want the necessaries of life for my poor invalid, and shall have no money for either myself or for my son's keep on board ship!"...I threw down my pen saying, "Bah! I shall have forgotten the symphony tomorrow." But the following night the obstinate symphony again presented itself...'
- Berlioz writing about a nightmare he had during the 1850s

SHE WANTSY

job >3
grand piano <3
happiness

SCREAM;TALKY

(where to get one)

EXITSY

CREDITSY

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