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Sunday, September 26, 2004 ' 1:02 PM Y

& your soul is all i ever wanted

well, i'm blogging a bit sooner than i expected, but I'm online, doing add math corrections, surfing and chatting and still feel the need to have something to do...and of course, I'm blur with this add math as usual, or I would probably be industriously scribbling away and not blogging to release my frustrations! Anyway, I might as well talk about the latest dark cloud in my horizon...my trials! They lasted long enough, about 3 weeks (!) and by the time they were over i must say.....i think a horde of zombies and pandas suddenly dissappeared from my school...probably to catch up on sleep. For once, I was NOT one of them, because I lost my nerve in the last week of my exams and totally slacked...i couldn't take it anymore so i slept....and slept...and slept...
I totally regret it now, as judging by my marks...i've performed miserably for my science subjects, which were spread out on the 2nd and 3rd weeks of my exams. Surprisingly I did okay for all my 'teras' subjects....so now i gotta concentrate on Bio, Physics and Add Math. Once I get all my marks I'll post them up...maybe all the rebukes i get after that will induce me to study harder on these last 40 days.....anyone who has any tips on what may come out please tell me, and I'll share whatever I know with ya! I won't post them though, contact me personally please! and thanks for actually paying attention to all this nonsense I keep posting. I really gotta start doing this systematically and not on the spur of the moment. -Christy-

Cest MoiY

Xtine
Loves
Music

'I dreamt that I was composing a symphony....I had gone to my table to begin writing it down when I suddenly reflected: "If I write this part I shall let myself be carried on to write the rest. The natural tendency of my mind to expand the material is sure to make it very long...When the symphony is finished I shall be weak enough to allow my copyist to copy it out, and thus immediately incur a debt of 1,000 or 1,200 francs. Once the parts are copied I shall be harassed by the temptation to have the work performed; I shall give a concert in which, as is sure to be the case in these days, the receipts will barely cover half the expenses; I shall lose what I have not got; I shall want the necessaries of life for my poor invalid, and shall have no money for either myself or for my son's keep on board ship!"...I threw down my pen saying, "Bah! I shall have forgotten the symphony tomorrow." But the following night the obstinate symphony again presented itself...'
- Berlioz writing about a nightmare he had during the 1850s

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job >3
grand piano <3
happiness

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