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Thursday, March 30, 2006 ' 6:42 PM Y

& your soul is all i ever wanted

tsukureta.................. (tired)

if the spelling is wrong, PLEASE tell me, I'm dying to know how it's spelt.

I'm dying of fatigue too. Have been running around that damn track 3 days in a row, so no surprise as to WHY I'm tired.

Oh yes, before I rant even more, must say this:

TO MY DARLING CLASSMATES AND ROOM MATE AND SOMEONE who came to listen (and support) me for the public finals, THANK YOU! Love ya guys.

i am sooooo tired!! I can't reiterate this point further. Been having swings of moodiness-cum-irritated-easily lately. Especially with people who talk during lecture. And during lessons. I simply cannot tolerate it. Funny, I used to be able to block it out. But I've recently discovered that my brain is becoming very intolerant to noise and very silence loving, so.......I shall resist the urge to just speak loudly for the whole class/LT/audi to hear one day, *insert name here*, SHUT UP. Either that or I shall violently protest by sitting somewhere else for Chem lecture. Seriously people, I don't mind the occasional murmer, but do you have to freaking yak the whole way through? You're grating my nerves on a very fine mesh of wires here, and it'll fray soon. In the meantime, I shall just seat myself as far as possible. I'd like to go on about ideals in class and lectures here, but shall not because I'm super tired and intend to sleep before I get up for another meeting. Sighs. life.

Nice sunset outside window due to interesting cloud formation effect.

tired. exhausted. kchan

Cest MoiY

Xtine
Loves
Music

'I dreamt that I was composing a symphony....I had gone to my table to begin writing it down when I suddenly reflected: "If I write this part I shall let myself be carried on to write the rest. The natural tendency of my mind to expand the material is sure to make it very long...When the symphony is finished I shall be weak enough to allow my copyist to copy it out, and thus immediately incur a debt of 1,000 or 1,200 francs. Once the parts are copied I shall be harassed by the temptation to have the work performed; I shall give a concert in which, as is sure to be the case in these days, the receipts will barely cover half the expenses; I shall lose what I have not got; I shall want the necessaries of life for my poor invalid, and shall have no money for either myself or for my son's keep on board ship!"...I threw down my pen saying, "Bah! I shall have forgotten the symphony tomorrow." But the following night the obstinate symphony again presented itself...'
- Berlioz writing about a nightmare he had during the 1850s

SHE WANTSY

job >3
grand piano <3
happiness

SCREAM;TALKY

(where to get one)

EXITSY

CREDITSY

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