indulgences, blatant flattery, sexuality talk and the church all in a day!
Testing a new font. pretty nice :D...
So what do you think of my title? spark any interest? I'll break them up and elaborate one by one ^^
Indulgences
- I bought myself a new CD. even after i SWORE i wouldn't spend more money....but....i don't care now. THE PIANO!!! *swoons* omg the piano parts are SO gorgeous. heavenly. Or maybe I'm obsessing. But....even though you may not have heard of her, i'd say Delta Goodrem should be given some ground in our region. check her out if you dig my type of music.lol.
Blatant flattery
We had a formal event in hostel today. It's an annual thing called "dedication service", held on orientation night. Well, I wore this balck top (bought it for 5 dollars..wahaha) and a rather long jeans skirt that has a slit at the back (to facilitate walking) and....black heels (The horror!) I thought it looked okay (I lost weight!!!!), nothing glamourous (way better than my plaaned striped skirt)... but when we were walking out of church, 2 of my juniors told me they thought I looked nice. I was SOOOOOO flattered. Really you have no idea. Of course, I told them it's just a skirt...hahaha...maybe they're not used to seeing a dressed-up me...or much less even used to seeing me at all....LOL!! Main thing, my ego is darn happy today.
Sexuality talk.
this morning.stretched from 8.30am to 1.00pm.... i guess I got some...interesting. I'm chatting with someone about it now, so i'll probably edit out my storyline and paste it here for another post. perhaps tomorrow...cz its late and i want to sleep soon...
church
Some of you may know, and some may not, but I have a... not so positive affilation to the church. yeah. So i don't really have the highest level of tolerence to people who try to propagate Christianity in...what I deem as scahdalous ways (note, I deem, not other people) and also people who try to ..."force" non Christians (who are happy with their lives) into Christian rite, rituals and...rituals. ergh. I'm more accomodating now, but....but....well. I guess I can see that Christians do have a lot of love for others. well generally perhaps to those that they see fit to receive their love. but I feel they can radiate their love to fellow christians (at the very least) more readily than I when I try to radiate metta (loving kindness) to others. so I tried to build on the atmosphere, given I dont sing Christian hymns (i dont know how to) and I don't really dare to...allow my emotions to be manipulated by what my body senses experience. hm. this builds a LOT on my personal feelings, so it may be vague and....biased (i probably AM a bit biased) ... judge me if you will, you cannot change a thing.
its 1 am, and I'm not sleeping...I'm chatting. And its a most satisfying chat session....which is why i'm staying on. I don't get conversations like these often enough for myself and i enjoy them. more indulgence.
somehow I'm happier at night...
lil miss CK: someone with a similar wavelength!! omg!